it has been several days… yet i still feel numb. i’m not sure if it’s a good thing, instead of feeling anything at all.
this numbness in me scares me. it’s like i’m shuttingdown from the world.

is feeling all the sadness and hurt better than not feeling anything at all?
i’m not even sure how long will this numbness last.

i want to feel alive again.
be able to feel happiness, pain, sadness and hurt instead of a flat line.

how do i bounce back from all of this?
my mind is blank, my thoughts are cluttered and my heart is badly broken.

where to start, a question which i don’t have an answer no matter how i ponder, it stays… blank.


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