Bittersweet

It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay. I deserve more, and I know that now. And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet. So you set me free. We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you. But […]

Numb.

it has been several days… yet i still feel numb. i’m not sure if it’s a good thing, instead of feeling anything at all. this numbness in me scares me. it’s like i’m shuttingdown from the world. is feeling all the sadness and hurt better than not feeling anything at all? i’m not even sure […]

Just something in between.

I used to think that I can’t live without you, ever since you walked into my life a lot has changed. But you know what I can, I did live. I just never imagined my life without you. When you kept your silence, didn’t tell me how you feel because you don’t want to feel […]

I choose YOU!

I always ask myself this question… should i give you or us a chance? before I would say YES! in a heartbeat.. but now the answer seems unclear. Feelings are still intact, but not sure if my heart can still bear the hurt it went through. Yes! I’ve decided to move forward. Live life again, […]

Fall for Me.

If you’re going to fall in love with me. It’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my tendency to be clingy. […]

just missing you.. a lot!

I miss you today, yesterday and everyday. I miss your smile… how your far lights up when you smile. I miss our silly conversations. I miss how you tease me. What I really miss is YOU! I know I was the one who chose to leave. But you know what? It broke my heart when […]